anyway idk if im having a total teen angst moment or if life actually sucks
but i dont feel like i fit in anymore.
the boy i like doesn't like me which makes me feel like shit (but id die if anyone knew that because weakness is well weakness and the idea of allowing someone else to make me feel less of myself absolutely kills me. its a vicious cycle as you can see)
in addition to being a shitty girl to like... well actually that's mainly it. theres no one for me to love here and i dont want to be somewhere i cant love it doesnt feel right, it feels dead. i feel like i need to leave or find someone to love
oh how fucking needy am i :-{ just making this worse for me
water on the moon by nikko grady and imani waddy is playing now and it reminds me of the huge wave painting by hokusai who is one of my favorites
and that is all i could possibly give you of myself tonight goodnight to whoever is reading this.
tristen
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